How are you now? Hope you are still fine.
u ever decide to doing suicide, cutting, self harm. But u are still survive now, u still can write on your blog.
"GOD SHE'S SO UGLY NOW. LOOK! SHE'S HAD CRIED NOW. JUST BECAUSE A LITTLE PAIN, AND SHE GET DOWN. SHE DON'T KNOW THAT IN THE FUTURE SHE CAN DOING ANYTHING SHE WANT. SHE CAN BUY ANYTHING SHE WANT. SHE GET A GREAT JOBS! AND SHE BECAME TO BE A RICH WOMEN."
But now, let it be!
Let the process kill her untill she feel so burn to start anything. I just hope she still alive, and no try to end herself again.
Please be patiently, please be!
You have through the big pain, just a little time again!
Be patiently!